A Good Friend.

Peer pressure can be such a b*tch sometimes... It can make you do things you never thought you'd do. Depending on who the person is, what he has, who he has, or how much he has. Most people probably don't realize it. But it bothers me that so many people can't just be themselves. If feels a lot better to be the one that follows himself instead of just following the bunch. But don't get me wrong. Following isn't always the worst thing. There's time when you just need to do what you need to do, or follow your beliefs such as attitude, religion, inspiration, whatever it may be. But you should NEVER do something because your scared or don't know how to say no, or want to be looked at as cool... I'm probably gonna get hate for saying this, but its never a bad thing to be the odd one out. I've been moving around schools a lot. And something I noticed lately is really surprising If you out thought into it. . I've went to schools where everyone's white, where everyone's black, where everyone's mixed and match but they all have in common is one thing... Okay, the most popular music now a days is pop, and rap. Am I wrong? But what I noticed is the slang language that's going around. Not using proper English, being rude and disrespectful, and only talkin about the same things... But the funny thing is, everyone's doing this, white, black, Chinese, Mexican, everyone. Even though I might get hate for this, I'm gonna say it. THERE IS MORE IMPORTANT THINGS THAN MONEY, PUSSY, AND WEED! And that's the truth. And by the way, their not just pussy either. There women. And they deserve respect. Just as everyone does. I also see people doing stuff that they don't even understand, throwing up gang symbols that would've got them killed in other places I've been. Doing careless and stupid things that could get them, and the people around them, friends, family, hurt, and maybe even killed. I've done a lot of things I regret, a lot of things I wish I could take back. But I can't. All I'm trying to say is, it doesn't hurt to be the different one. It doesn't hurt to be the good guy.. In the world we're in, we could really use a few good guys and girls. And girls, please stop going for jerks who are rude. Unless your into that kinda thing... If you are that's your choice and okay. Everyone deserves better though. (unless your raping people and killing people or your the slender man, doing both xD) I used to do some crazy things. I always had to be the tough guy. Until I met you... All I know I was getting thrown out of schools, doing very very bad things. Just ruining my life. I was in deep with the courts and been in the back of a cop car more than a few times. Too much info?? Yeah... I agree. I'm not trying to scare you or nothing but here's my story. I met my wife. My beautiful, amazing, stunning, unbelievable cool wife. When I first met her, I was 15 or 16. She was different than all the other girls I met, for starters, she made me laugh, made me smile. Which was really weird for a girl or anybody to make me do. I was always the funny guy aha. She was modest. Sweet. Lively. Beautiful. Always there and just overall. A good friend... We became friends after I tried hitting on her, which was nothing new for me. But I had this feeling at the pit of my stomach. A bad feeling. About her. I knew in my heart, I couldn't do this. I couldn't do what I tried to do with other girls. But I was sure that I wouldn't be able to get her if I wasn't an asshole... I was so wrong, and such an idiot. After a while, I wasn't even trying to be with her, I just wanted my best friend. Her obviously. She did NOT like the stuff that I did AT ALL. But still accepted me as a person. But one thing I always did, no matter where I was at. I had good grammar. That's one thing I didn't copy of everyone else. But back on with my story. Things were really hard for me, but I didn't show. But every step of the way she was always there for me. And that was amazing. Something I NEVER had before. We became best friends. Shared everything with each other and really were just happy all the time we spent together. Until she got a boyfriend. Somebody she had a crush on since forever. At first I thought that was okay. He SEEMED like a good guy. Like he could treat her how she deserves. A much better guy than I could ever be... But maybe he wasn't as good as I thought he was. But long story short. They broke up. And I realized how far away I felt from her. And that I knew I wanted her forever. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life without this girl I fell so hard for. I was deep in love but tried so hard to fight the feeling away, because I knew I wasn't the best guy for her, and she deserves the best. I could never be that... Until one day, it became too much. I couldn't hold it in anymore, I couldn't hold myself back. We were at a movie. We were play-fighting for this little fake ring just messing around. Until I tried pulling it too much and instead I pulled her. We were so close our lips were centimeters from touching. Unbelievably close. The rest of the sound in the room grew silent. Out of the 60 or so people in the room for the movie. Everything was gone. It was just me and her in an empty room, no noise except the breath coming from her mouth onto my mouth and nose. The longest 5 seconds of my life. Passing as if it were 5 minutes. Until she slightly drew away from me around 5 inches. Feeling as if it was 5 miles and she took my heart with her. As she said "I'm gonna go get a drink..." As she slowly turned around and left as she followed her feet with her eyes as she was walking down the stairs. I knew I had messed everything up. How could I have done something so stupid. Our friendship would definitely be awkward now right?... Right?. She returned after the most anticipated wait I've ever had to endure in my entire life. And I've had my fair share of waiting. We engaged into 5 minutes of pure, dead silence. Scared out of my mind, I tried to break the silence with an apology, but it just so happens she tried to do the same. As I looked into her eyes as she looked into mine, I've never wanted something more in my life. I looked away, not sure what I was gonna do. What was gonna happen. But I looked back. I looked into her eyes. Scared out of my mind. I cut off her sentence with a kiss. She looked at me like I was crazy. Not being able to comprehend what just happened. I've never felt so happy when she kissed me back. Long story short. By the end o the movie, my lips were a tiny bit sore. But I didn't mind. I felt so happy. So alive. I was in love with my best friend. We've had our ups and downs. But she stuck with me the whole way. Didn't back out an inch. Now I'm on my way to collage. She helped me through everything. Now I have my life back together. I'm on track and preparing for our life together. Our family. Ours. But yeah, I got a TINY bit off track. All I'm trying to say is, when we were just friends, I knew how amazing she was. And these guys came up to her, trying to hit on her, oh god. I was ready to throw some hands ahaha if you understand that expression. Anyways, she didn't like it when guys do that. She's not that kind of girl. And I knew she deserved more respect than that. But she asked me to get them to stop. Thankfully a fight didn't break out. They were pretty understanding. And they left. But after I cooled myself down I realized, I was the one doing that back when I was. Back before her. They had no idea who she was. To them, she was just another girl. Just like the rest of them. Just like I saw them. But she was such an amazing person they never knew. Never will know. They say everyone is the same. But not everyone is everyone. I'm not everyone. She's not everyone. YOU ARE NOT EVERYONE. After that one time with those other guys trying to hit on my best girl friend. I never disrespected another girl again. My that I would have to. We grew to be happy and now are happier than ever. So I guess the moral of this story is you don't have to follow everyone else to be cool. Also you don't know who people are until you actually give them a chance. People don't deserve to be hurt. Cuz after all, we are just people. SORRY FOR GETTING OFF TRACK SO MUCH. Goodnight fellow bloggers.

Waiting...

You know, I've been sitting here by this phone, looking at this screen for around 2 hours now. Waiting for a call that's probably never gonna come... Why?..

I Have No Friends... Except Dogs...

Speaking of dogs, I've been getting pretty tired lately doing nothing. It's very exhausting. So therefore, I applied to work with the only thing I was meant to work for. Puppies. I'm starting to work at an animal nursery. YES. If you were wondering. I am that one weird guy that has a million dogs surrounding him because he has no friends... except dogs...

Okay, okay. I'm not THAT crazy about them... That isn't even my car, I SWEAR!
But I do like them. Also I'd like to find something to before I leave in 37 days... I might as well not waste my time I have. Until then. Keep it safe. keep it clean. I love my Lovie Bunny. And as soon as I get some pictures and videos to post of the animals I will. :) Take it easy.

765 licks
More saliva... :)

                                                                             

ONE... TWHOOO, NOM NOM NOM.

I've lived with humans for some time now.
I have learned that we all don't know the answer to some of lifes hardest questions.. We all have our doubts.. But one questions leaves people guessing day and night... I know this because I am one of these people. But rarely any of us have reach an answer that goes past "One... T-HOOOO, nom nom nom!"

So what is is?? How many licks DOES it take to reach the center of a tootsie pop??

Some people believe the world may never know... I say, Have faith my young learners. Today may be the end of all your second guessing... Well, almost all.

HERE IT GOES...

 

...ONE...

...TWO...

...THREE...

...THIRTY FOUR...

...SEVENTY THREE...

...ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY...

 

UGH...

 

TWO HUNDRED -_-

THREE HUNDRED...

FOUR HUNDRED >=(

 

UGH, FORGET THIS! NOM NOM NOM!!

Ahhh... Sorry about that guys :(

I believe it takes around 872 likes to reach the center of i tootsie pop.

But I guess it really depends of the way you lick and what not...

                  Well, I've been trying recently since I was asked this mind unravleing question..

So these next few post I will be conducting a series of specialized test in the art of

tootsie pop licking. And at the bottom of my next few post I will be posting how many

licks it takes to reach the center of a tootsie pop.

Sure, we may not be able to know how many exact licks it takes to reach the center.

But at least we can get an average...

WE ARE GETTING CLOSE MR. OWL.

 

The Few, The Proud, The Marines.

I went to the Marine recruiting center today. I surprisingly had nothing else to talk about the past few days. As if I just went blank. Anyways, I went to the recruiting center with my brother. When I walked in, I was greeted by a Marine, Gunnery Sgt. I was too freaked out to know what to say cuz he caught me off gaurd. He asked if I was ready to become a Marine x). ehh, Idk. You think I got what it takes?? Maybe in a few years, this could be me.

WELL, it would certainly stop crazed parents from breaking into my house aha,

but thats a story for a diferrent time.

 

 

My brother was the reason I went. He needed to sign some sort of form cuz i think hes signing up. Well I guess thats all i have to say for now. Signing off... until I finally think of something else to talk about.



If You Only Knew

And NO, not the song by Shinedown. Although it's a pretty good song, thats not what im talking about. I can't sleep again so I though I should just put a knew post up instead. I really don't even know why I made this blog really.. probably just because I really wanted to say that thing about being more thankful for stuff haha (my first post). When i'm left only with my own thoughts I really tend to think about stuff like that. But it is very true. If only people could see how good they have it, the world would be a much better place for us all. People would be less greedy, less complaining, and not feel the need to be complete stuck up ...People...




Tonight is ANOTHER sleepless night... When will these stop??
Oh, If you only knew how much I miss you.

What Would You Do??

Money... MONEY seems to start more problems then it starts... it blinds people from what and who they really are. Most of us don't even handle money right now a days. My brother was playing the power ball yesterday. Fot 550,000,000 dollars. Half a billion dollars. THATS A LOT! haha The question tends to be asked often. WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ALL THAT MONEY?? Thats a sticky question to be asked...

 

 

The Answers I got went something like "I'd buy a new car" or "I'd buy a house" or "I'd buy"
something... OBVIOUSLY. If we had all that money we'd buy something haha but for real? Your going to waste millions of dollars on just cars and phones and games and what not? no investment? charity maybe?? i guess it all depends on the kind of person you are. I dont believe theres anything wrong with wanting things or just keeping whats yours. But I feel more and more we live in a world where people just do not care anymore about other people. People are so fortunate now a days. WE get so much. But don't give anything. I guess its a much harder choice to make when its actually presented to you. But theoretically speaking. If you had 550,000,000 dollars, What would you do with it? Leave a comment of what you would do. wether its buy, give, invest or a little bit of everything haha. Fell free to be honest. I love hearing responses :)

 

                                     ahaha..